Gotta save for mah music school ;] I've done some stuff, and there's deff more to come.

Never taking a step back! hahaha

 A la gran puta!

I've been so tired lately, i always feel like laying down all the time.

Like right now, i slept good, but i'm dying of sleep, and i have stupid shitty ass work at 4pm, fucking Publix can suck a dick.

Can't wait till next year that i start making music again. 

I really miss that.

By then, i'll even have enough money to move out of my crib, and get my own place.

Been saving up, for a while now....it's hard, but i'm doing it.

Fucking bored of Miami, it's always the same shit, same drama, same people...

I wanna go somewhere different.

Where would that be?

and i definitely feel like falling asleep right now....ZZZzzzZZ 

Nap? 

I think so.

<3 Shirley

 Sad? What's that?!

I heard about that on tv! Hahahah, so yeah , i've been super duper happy.

And pretty much my old self is back again! WOOWEEE!! Can't complainn!

Still with the same shitty job, but things are looking up for me, yeayuuuhhh!

I'm pretty in love, with a special boy named Jesse <3

And it only gets better and better from here! :)

OH DAYUUUMMM!

HEY! Is that your mom?! XDDDDDD

<3 Swirly

Well, school started, and i'm fucking broke to get books by this Wednesday.

Plus, i owe my dad money.

FML.

<3 Swirly

Well, i turned 22 yesterday, funny how life just goes by so fast.

Anyways, I finally start college on Monday, just taking 2 classes.

It's gonna feel suuuper weird as hell being back in school, but it's also gonna have a good feel too, cause i really do sorta miss it.

I had a good birthday, Gus suprised me with a whole bunch of our friends at his house, followed by a huge cheesecake birthday cake, with 22 candles, annnd stars!

I love that kid.

It's pretty hard to be just friends....i can admit that.

I don't think people can just get over a 3 year relationship so fast.

Looks like he did, and i really wish i could too.

And i feel stupid for showing my feelings. It's gonna take me some time.

I guess i gotta be serious and just try to be my old self again.

Just fun, never letting anything get me down, and always laughing, being funny,  and smiling. I really hope i can do that, after all i have gone thru in this relationship.

I never thought people can change so much.....

......Or would of thought that you think you know some friends, but at the end they just wanted to harm me....if you know what i mean. And well...to think that the person you love the most would cheat on you.......sucks.

I guess that's what makes me have BIG trust issues.

If i told him after all that "I trust you." sorry, but that would be just talking outta my ass.

You really can't trust a lot of people nowadays, pretty sad.

Anyways, i gotta get ready for work soon! Fuck meeeeee, i hate work!! :[

When will things brighten up for me?

I hope it's soon.

<3 Swirly

I'm glad you're burning.

:]

<3 Swirly

It's 5:50 am, and dayum, i have work in pretty much 3 hours, hahah.

I had a great day, got my tatt, then chilled with friends @ sunset tavern , check iiiittttt!

 Mhhmmm :]

So you know what?

I'm gonna get my Zzzz's for a bit!

<3 Swirly

I got to work pretty late, cause i turned off my alarm. So what?

I took a nap not that long ago.......

And now...

I have the biggest urge to get a wrist tatt!

When i get my tax return money, i am for suuuure gonna get  some more tatts, and my lip pierced like i wanted.

Oh yeah! This is Penny, my new hamster :]

 And Choco likes her too :]

Gonna find something to do nooowwww, PEACE!!!!

<3 Swirly

Okay, so...

I'm doing this whole LJ thing again, because i feel like just writing things out..

Like how i used to.

It's 4:14 am, and i have to be at work at 7am.

Gonna at least get 2 hrs of sooome sleep.

Or might as well stay up? :]

So i'll write later!

Publixxx sucks yo ;[

<3 Swirly